Dec 30 tx: at a near-abandoned clinic at 3.30 in the afternoon. by myself, kid off with husband and grandparents.

four cell emby grown to six; relatively better behaved than the last two. didn't have my inside glasses so only saw a blur on the screen though there seemed to be a darker patch - a larger cell or something?

test Jan 12. bit more hopeful this time. bizarrely certain that it's - can't say "a girl" - genetically female.

gotta run. actual child just came home from the movies...