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So, I had my 4th breakdown of this pregnancy...I haven't had very many, but when they happen, I hate them. I hate losing control of my emotions and just being sad b/c I should be very happy, but I am so frustrated sometimes! I figured that I would focus now on what I can get done around the house...here is my agenda for the week:

1. Make fun of Michael Phelps' sudden facial hair...it's gay.
2. Figure out how I can love and hate Kelly Ripa at the same time.
3. Figure out if there is anything else that I need for these babies.
4. Answer the question: Do I really need a sound machine for the babies?
5. Find stuff to eat that doesn't bore the shit out of me.
6. Set a date for a possible c-section - SCARY!
7. Try not to use Oreo Double Stuf cookies as a reward for every good sugar level...I think that negates the purpose of even keeping track of my sugar levels. Come on though...at this point, do I even need to keep track of it anymore? I think that I have been misdiagnosed and I've been doing all of this for no reason...that's my professional "Mom" opinion.
8. Try to drink a liter of water before I get into the shower...granted, this may make my showers much later, but who cares? What do I have to rush around for?
9. Not cry anymore...I had a breakdown yesterday over not being able to move without intense pain and I can't let that rule my emotions anymore. Before that, I hadn't cried since our anniversary (July 30th) when Bill brought me home the most beautiful roses...I cried on that day b/c I hadn't been able to get out of the house to do anything for him and I felt horrible. He (of course) was fine though...didn't want anything...especially me trying to drive to the card store...he's the best (gush, gush, lovey dovey).
10. Find an adequate interval for moving my men's boxer shorts up and down on my belly so that the marks that they are leaving don't start to itch too badly! Oh, the little things in life.
11. Recut my roses that Bill brought me for our anniversary...they're beautiful and I want to keep them forever and ever! No drama there...they're just really pretty and made me cry!
12. Schedule my c-section.
13. Finish out my BRU registry...we'll see how that goes.
14. Possibly have a visitor?
15. Finish my book (which has many more sexual innuendos than I thought - blush blush).
    

I may add to this as the week goes on, but this is all I have for now. Have a great week!

Question for the Week: Did you do Kegels? Do you believe that they help?