I love that list of recently updated blogs that scrolls across the blogger homepage. just now I saw "bikini karate babe". it's such a good title I'm not even going to look at in, in case the actual blog sucks.

a realisation from yesterday, driving back from visiting the besotted grandparents Up The Country: normally I hate being observed as I do things. It freaks me out and makes me fumble. but when A sits and watches me, as he does all the time, I feel like I'm practically alone. I have no fear, not yet, of his judgement. I am comfortable in my own skin around him.