I've changed my mind. I'm not going to go and have chemotherapy today. it's too nice a day. instead, we'll do mothers' group, then come home and continue with our joint gardening project (it's so cute the way he "helps" me by moving his sandpit contents around the yard).

:(

spose I've gotta go get chemoed. feeling quite grumpy today. and reading up more about pregnancy after breast cancer. damn I want that baby. now.